to pierce or not to pierce, that is the question

so i'm currently working on like three new blog posts all at one time at the moment, and they're all written down in various places that i really just don't feel like looking for right now, so i decided i'd take a short break from the deep intellectual thinking (emphasis on the short) and discuss an incredibly pressing issue. noserings. you see, in accordance with my new lifestyle of just accepting that i don't fit in where i always thought i fit in, i figured i'd just go for it and get one. not because i'm like "trying really hard to stand out," because for all intents and purposes, i pretty much look the same as i always have. i just feel different because there's something freeing about letting yourself open up and be who you are, if that makes any sense at all. so i've accepted and really embraced all of that. it's not really something i can put into words, really (which is something i've found myself saying a lot, yet i still continue to put whatever i'm talking about into words). this time i really can't put it into words, though. i can't even try. if you've ever been there you know what i mean. when you get to that place where you sit back and breathe a sigh of relief because you're finally beginning to love who you are. anyway, so i figure i might as well go against all inhibition (and stick it to the man, of course) and get a nosering. now this is a very complicated debate for many reasons.
1. i don't know if i have a good nosering nose. i kind of think you're supposed to have this very specific shape of nose if you get one. like a real small one or something. not that i have a big nose (at least i hope not. i have too many other things to be picky about to have a big nose too) but i don't know, it kind of seems to like expand when i smile. and i do a lot of smiling. i've been doing a lot of practicing in the mirror, and this seems to be less of an issue after practicing. problem solved.
2. what if it gets annoying and i just want to take it out for a while? i hear they close up REALLY fast. like within hours. this is probably the biggest issue. problem not solved.
3. what if it gets infected? not much to say about that except ewwww....
4. this is what i want it to look like:
http://cherrybombed.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/03/jane-child-dont-wanna-fall-in-love.jpg

HAHAHAHAHAHAH no not for real.

alright, thats all i got in me for tonight. love yall for real!