sassy

i have come to the conclusion after countless talks with myself (obviously not out loud) that i am sassy. i have also been told on numerous occasions that i am sassy. but lately i've been rethinking this for some reason, like i'm supposed to take back who i am. like i "come off wrong." but i really just think people are hypersensitive, you know? maybe the world could use a couple more honest people every now and again. i mean just as moral code you should be honest, and as long as there's no malintent, which there isn't, then as far as i'm concerned, you're good (or in this case, i am). i like that i don't have to pretend, and i love that no one expects me to, but at the same time, what about who i really am? am i mean? or just honest? and what about being sweet? is there some sort of healthy balance between the two? personally, i don't think i'm so heartless after all. i love people more than anything except Jesus. i want to help people as a profession. i think puppies are precious. i love walks in the park, and i even kinda like mushy names. i am a bit of a romantic, but not a hopeless one. so all in all, what's not to love? maybe i'm just an idiot and slightly insecure at times (don't tell) and so i start reconsidering who i am and who i should be. i guess i'm just still wrestling with that overwhelming questions of who am i, who should i be, and are they the same? it's kinda funny, because as crappy as i feel like i am at times, Jesus is still so so in love with me, and I, Him.

watch this. it's good for the soul.